Number 1 I actually contacted the office of the lady who originally did my mortgage. Luckily, she�s still around. I dealt with her only once, ten years ago. I wouldn�t even recognize her if I saw her. For some reason, doing business with someone that I�ve done successful business with is always more appealing than seeking out a totally new person. I know, it sounds like a miniscule step, but I need to take this in miniscule steps. There are two things that I feel like I absolutely can�t do, right now. The first is to stay in my job, the second is to take my money out of my house. Too bad I have to choose between the two. I know that this makes little sense. It might help to know that I can�t bring myself to compromise on my career goals, either. I sound nervous because I am nervous, but I do feel good that I actually took the first tiny step. Standing around in limbo is doing nothing for me. Number 2 We went to sitting meditation last night. We tend to meditate at home, and have gotten out of the habit of going to sit with a group. Last night�s sit means that we�ve gone two weeks in a row, and we saw that attendance has grown considerably since I was a regular there. Number 3 I spent a couple of hours on healing tonight. I�d let my healing go by the wayside, again, and I started suffering the consequences. I hate having to spend so much time on myself, but I just have to keep reminding myself that I�m going through a tough transition, right now. I�m glad that I made it a priority.
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